and if a surgery is possible find THE BEST Surgeon , not just anyone who offers you to do his BEST.
In general every Physician or even worse, all Professors think they are the best just because of their title.
Don’t be afraid to stand up and say NO ! Use your common sense. Ask your gut, mostly it is the better brain.
Even if you get frightened to the death by your doctor, as this is the typical Strategy they are using to catch “ the fish” . They usually threatening you and want to force you to go under immediate chemotherapy.
Take your time to consider!
After my brother succeeded with a nice and smooth surgery and a very aesthetic scar, of course I was under shock about what happened in just 24 hours. A lab-test, done while I was under anesthesia, confirmed a positive result of the lumb.
Yes , it was cancer !
I allowed myself to cry and mourn another day, but as I was in the center of attention and constantly being interviewed running from one fashion show to the other with lots of responsibilities to my company, there was no chance to cry a long time and I decided not to tell anybody about what happened.
Nobody knew I was in a clinic, nobody suspected something could be wrong with me.
This was good and bad.
Good because you don’t have to talk all the time about your deadly disease and nobody can talk behind your back and put you already to the cemetery, getting rid of an unwanted competitor.
Bad, because you are mostly alone with your fears and sorrow.
And when I talked to some selected girl-friends it helped me a lot just to talk about it , to find solutions and ways out of the dust.
That time there was very little in the internet and we had no Youtube at all.
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